Onanism

I first came upon this word in an online dating profile of a woman. Intrigued as to what this was, I looked it up and found a meaning. Then I came across his person and actions in the Bible and had further proof as to what was going on.

At any rate, when I was in a sexual relationship, I used protection, especially after she took herself off of the pill. Pull and pray didn't have to happen a whole lot. The other meaning of onanism is more of what I wanted to talk about. Since getting my biblical proof of Gods dissatisfaction with Onan, I have made an effort to self satisfy less often. I knew that I shouldn't of been doing that action, but didn't have a good reason not to. Now that I have found biblical evidence, going back to zero is going to have to happen. Every so often I have seen some news report about this subject saying it is not medically unreasonable to do. It it is more of a personal decision than that.

I also work often on sundays, at my father and grandfathers discretion, which is also not entirely with Gods rulings. I'm not sure what else I will read in the Bible that I will have to change about myself. God made his rules to last for all time, and He likely knew what todays society would be like and still expected a following of His way.

In other news, I now have a nice bookcase my mom gave me from her classroom. I filled up one of the shelves right away and it has cubby holes for other things to be kept. I had been keeping my books in my office room, but was running out of shelf room in there. I also have some shelf space in an old doorway, but that's home to dvd's and nintendo games now. I hadn't realized how many different books I bought in the past year and read when I was subbing. I also found two typos in my last post. The typos would bring my grade down if I was getting graded on my small "essays" that I jokingly refer to my blog post as.