Cowardice

On some occasions I lean towards cowardice. Generally when I have to deal or negotiate with something regarding work or farm activities, I can get sheepish. Im not proud of it, but I manage to appear bad. While I don't really have a job that I can necessarily get fired from, I don't want to avoid work activities more than I do. This behavior is really terrible in my marriage as it compromises our goals and ideals in our relationship. Needless to say Amanda is not happy when these types of things happen.

I now have a new phone that I am getting used to and so forth. Some features are better than what I had on the iPhone, but some features are quite different than I know. I'm trying to be pretty cautious with it now as all my pockets from my work clothes have debris in them. I also don't have a hard shell case to protect the phone from any other incidental phone issues.

We need to start working on interacting more with the rest of my family and friends. Sophia has shown to be exceptional now with other folks around. As such we don't have as much to worry about when entertaining or being entertained. We have gotten the ball rolling on going out with my parents and I need to figure out a way to get my brother involved at the house every once in a while. I've asked before about having him over to have dinner with us, but things come up and either it doesn't always work out for us or he already has plans. My one sister has a baby on the way so getting social with them may be a bit of a challenge. I know that we can be doing more to make ourselves accessible. Such will be just putting our minds to it and doing so.

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