Connecting

Amanda and me had a discussion yesterday about connecting, mostly how we need to commit more energy to doing so. I didn't come out looking very good, as Amanda was largely frustrated by the climax of our sit down. I want to be able to connect with Amanda in the way she desires, the way we were able to when we first had each others ears and eyes. When we were eager to hear about what the other had to say and there wasn't any distraction otherwise to occupy us. When we had to spend time away in our separate lives doing what we did back then. Marriage and the decisions we have made now have changed those early conditions. I don't think things are for the worse, but we aren't behaving in the same manner as we did in 2010. It needs to change, and I am the one that has to be the one to lead the connection.

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