Perspicacity

Perspicacity is described as the intensity of judgement or observation. I have struggled with when I want to bring up this topic and what I want to say about it. As a catholic there are certain commandments that I should abide buy. One of the implied rules is no sex before marriage. Since catholics allow for God's forgiveness with the sacrament of confession, I need to go to confession. The main thing I need and should feel awful about, I put a stop to at the end of april. I broke up with the last girlfriend in november but would allow myself to be persuaded by her until april. While it may be easy to blame her, I am just as much at fault. I had a different idea of what was going on than she did. With that being said, my different idea should have been a different different idea towards sex. I don't feel to bad about what was happening during the relationship, even though that was a violation of the commandments. Having the excuse of being in a relationship is not a real strong reason to be engage in sex. Regardless it was happening, and as I become more committed to my faith, that will be something I may struggle with my entire life. I did manage to stay a virgin until after I turned 23. I never had a serious girlfriend until then, mainly from drinking to much and really just not putting any effort out to meet any nice girls. I haven't decided if my looks or my personality were more of a detriment, but I finally found a girl that looked past those and was into me. Anyways the pespicacity of this post refers to God's judgement that I will eventually have to go through. That might be a tough one to explain when the time comes. I could try and deliberate that other couples have also committed that sin, but it is not about what everyone else is doing, it is about what I or God thinks is right. 

I am thinking about going to a concert I heard about on the radio today. The Silversun Pickups, Cage the Elephant and Manchester Orchestra are going to be playing at bogarts in cincinnati on september 14th. I like several silversun pickup songs, but lazy eye is probably my favorite. I can't think of any manchester orchestra songs I know, but I just need to listen more closely I suppose. I have never been to bogarts for any occasion. The one Bogart I know I bowled over during cross country practice one day in high school. He is now a librarian and we still laugh about that when I run into him figuratively. 

I also enjoy going on facebook and deciding I am not friends with people. I go to the find your friends section and let facebook know who I am not friends with. If someone is on there that I might be friends with I just ignore them until facebook gives me a new list to keep and cull. I have gone through my main list of friends before specifically to get rid of friends I don't care to be friends with anymore. 

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