big brother 11

Today I watched stanley kubricks 1971 film "A clockwork orange." I didn't really get much out of the premise of the film, but do get some of the popular culture film references now. 

I also watched the premier of big brother 11 tonight. I have said before that if I have time to watch tv shows like that, I need a hobby that keeps me out of the house. I haven't found that hobby yet, and I am still in the house watching the show. Also, in what may have been a mistake, I did invite the ex-girlfriend over to watch it with me. It would seem that she is less interested in being friends than she originally protested, as she comes over and mostly wants to talk about why we broke up. I have not yet been able to convey to her that I was not in love with her, even though I believed that I have said that much. She is under the belief that since I am not dating anyone, that she should still get her second chance. I have the belief that people that dated for a year don't need second chances. 

I have also been thinking about videogames. I thought that being sober would allow me more time to play video games, but they are just not appealing enough for me to turn the nintendo wii on. I seemingly prefer to scour the internet and read all the news that I can. I go to gonintendo.com everyday and read all the new news on that site. I also go to any other news sites and read what is on there. I take a break from reading for grad school work to come on the internet and read some more.